making my way downtown

hey guys and welcome to my vlogging channel, in today's episode we took the metro to downtown almost died on the way back, and fell on water beds in between. feed my already huge ego by giving me a thumbs up and subscribing! i post once a week, not really, but ya!

even on a cloudy day

once again i am horrible. i abandoned the blogging world for what seems like forever and i am deeply sorry. take this post as me returning with my tail in-between my knees.

i didn't mean to, it's just school has been stressful and i have been uninspired. it's honestly the worst feeling ever and i do not wish it upon anyone. but here i am coming back and hopefully i'll stay because i really want to.

young and sweet, only seventeen

Dancing queen. Young and sweet. Just turned seventeen. 

It was my birthday yesterday. I am now a year older. But still a mess! It's lit! 

the blind leading the blind // part 4

1. only drink orange juice from now on because of Zayn's FADER cover.

disco queen

It's faux, I swear!

keeping up with the long lost kardashian // part 4: spooky

October, you've been real you've been fun, but
now I'm ready for all of the cute scruffy boys no shave November has in store.

I won't say goodbye with out reminiscing over all of the spooky and not so spooky stuff that happened when you were still here though. I promise to make each memory seem a lot cooler than what it actually was.

flesh without blood

picture from pitchfork

Even though I'm still crying because I wasn't able to attend Beach Goth 4 and that Grimes' LA show for her new tour is 18 plus, (anyone know where u can get a fake???) I'm still so hyped that Claire Boucher released a new song and video!!

la, please chill

Los Angeles is the absolute worst at seasons.

I want to know that it is now fall by looking outside at colorful trees and not by the psl comeback at starbucks. Don't get me wrong, summer all year is fun and at least we don't get any storms, but I'm tired of melting! I want it to be below 80 degrees already and not just for one day!
So here is a long overdue ootd post, that has already been featured on my instagram back when LA surprised us with some cooler weather last week.

lust for life

I'm here to save you on this horrible Monday morning with some good music. 

Writer's block has been hitting hard and drowning in homework hasn't helped. But, I've been finding some great new music recently, thank you spotify for always being there for me. So I created a new playlist that can double as your soundtrack for this week. Setting a chill but inspiring mood from the soothing voices and dreamy pop beats join me in this trance that will leave us dancing through the hallways longing for life and adventure.

the blind leading the blind // part 3

1.  you are not a horrible blogger because you didn't write a whole post about nyfw and aren't planning on writing a post about lfw, mfw, or even pfw ss16.
who am i kidding, you're the worst and im ashamed to be a part of you.

back to back

Early September is usually the beginning to going back to the old routine that was before summer.

Back to the most dread place on Earth, school. Back to drowning in homework every night. Back to crying in the hallways over the cute boys I'm too scared to talk to. Back to attending only the major football games because those are the ones that get LIT. Back to dissing Meek Mill. And back to actually dressing cute again.

dancin the weekend away

Dear, FYF I truly do love you. Even though I lost my voice, couldn't feel my feet, had dirt everywhere, and went deaf, it was worth it and I would do it all over again.

all i wanna do is

Last weekend LA sure did feel like hell with that 100+ degrees weather hitting down on us and that bright sun trying to cook everyone in sight. Naturally, I went to the beach to cool down. And to try to get that sun kissed skin that everyone in California seems to have except for me.
 I really should've just named this blog too pale for LA.

tag you're it! - blogger interview series

A cooler and a lot more proper game of tag.

This new questionnaire is hitting up the blogging community as a way to further introduce yourself and to get to know other blogger babes. I never thought I would be doing something like this but my girl Colleen from Coocoo for Coco tagged me and it should be pretty fun. Don't forget to check out her blog and virtually welcome her to LA! Now let's get down to business. 

depression cherry

I'm so sorry for cheating on you Beach House and listening to your album when it leaked instead of waiting till the end of August like any other decent human being would, but after listening to sparks I couldn't take the wait anymore. If anything it's your fault. I still love you though.

amor

YA GRRRL WENT TO MEXICO

It was different than a vacation though, it was something worth more.

it's real

YA GRRRL SAW REAL ESTATE

Yes I am talking about a band named Real Estate, not a business.

not a girl not yet a woman

YA GRRRL GOT HER DRIVER'S LICENSE!!!!!

keeping up with the long lost kardashian // part 3: out of boredom

YA GRRRL GOT BABANGZZZ

california nights

YA GRRRL SAW BEST COAST SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!!!

I've been having trouble with writing this post because pcd is hitting me hard. Too hard.

about a year ago

YA GRRRL'S BLOG IS 1 YEAR OLD!!!!

Okay, so not technically one year. My first post was June 23, 2014 and today is June 26, 2015, but you get the idea.

keeping up with the long lost kardashian // part 2: summer is here

YA GRRL IS FINALLY ON SUMMER VACATION!!!

dear summer 2015, please be good

Here's to hoping I will actually get out of my bed this summer.

btw this is my first ever drawing and its supposed to be me in bed #dontjudge

bell' italia

Big things are happening. And when I say big I mean as big as a boot.

YA GRRL IS GOING TO ITALY! Ahhhhh I'm so excited I had write about it somewhere because everyone around me is tired of me saying it. But like I'M. GOING. TO. ITALY! How can you not expect me to talk about it 24/7 for the rest of my life. 

live in dreams

I would like to apologize for the lack of posts. The reasoning is because I'm too stressed about school. And it's not like I can just post an ootd picture because I literally wear the same jeans and plain t-shirt everyday. I know It's horrible and I'm ashamed. But what can a girl do? 

begin again

YA GRRL SAW PURITY RING LAST NIGHT!!!!

honestly just !!!!!!!

I told myself I wasn't going to blog for the rest of this week. Or even go on social media since I have my ap euro exam this week and I still only know that Michelangelo painted the Sistine Chapel. I couldn't keep that promise though and I hate myself for it. 

keeping up with the long lost kardashian

These past couple of days have been really cool. I didn't take enough pictures to make one post about each day though, so I'm going to shove it all into one post. Let's see how this goes, shall we?

Two weeks ago, on April 18, I went to my friend's sweet sixteen. yes i know i suck for barely writing about this now. It was so much fun and it was set up so beautiful! She's indian so her outfit was amazing and well detailed. I wish I took more pictures, but when I go out I try to enjoy the night more than worrying about what to post on instagram. I always regret it in the morning though. I did take a few shots in between dancing to gold digger by kanye and eating all of the sour candies she had.

The Blind Leading The Blind // Part 2

1. when you go out and look hot af take pictures!!!!!! its ok to come out as being a narcissist when you're looking good, true friends will respect that. and its better to have options of pictures to post on instagram rather than going with a picture you took in the restroom and claiming that the aesthetic is nice so you feel better about yourself.

#springbreakforever

YA GRRL TOOK OVER DOCKWEILER BEACH!!!!

somewhat of a spring haul

I love watching and reading hauls. Except for the fact that I start crying because I want all of the clothes. But I mean, when don't I do that? Plus I get some ideas of what to keep my eyes out for. 

Basically, besides being a cry baby drama queen as you can see from my last post, I've done some shopping. So behold, this is my somewhat collective spring haul??? Idk what to really call this because idk what it really is apart from it being a haul. I didn't buy these all at once, it was over a period of time hence the word - collective. And it's spring and I think these will go perfectly with the weather (maybe ya no I'm lying to myself) so spring haul.

new month, old rant

I've feel like I've abandoned the blogging community. I haven't read a blog post in such a long time and miss it sooo sooo sooo much. I've just been way to stressed out about school and it's driving me mad. 

rose city

YA GRRL TOOK OVER PORTLAND, OREGON!!!!

denim daze

Is there a better way to spend a Saturday night than endlessly window shopping online? Didn't think so.

'Spring' is hitting LA hard and quick with the 90 degrees weather that we all love to hate. I figured it was time to update my wish list so it matches the weather, but 3 items into it I realized it was all........ denim. I thought 'winter' coming to end meant that my denim obsession will be over too, but boy was I wrong. I should've known that I would forever be obsessed with denim ever since Britney Spears and JT did matching denim outfits at the 2001 American Music Awards.

the only time i won't hate the denim on denim look

getting to know ya grrrl

Apart from my slight obsession with gossip girl I realized you guys probably don't know a lot about me. Sure you guys know I wear tennis skirts way more than what is considered acceptable and you know a little about my fashion/music faves and that I'm constantly procrastinating with my school work then complain about it later. But I don't feel like you guys know know me. Idk if that made sense, but I'm going with it. I figured I can share some random things about me and it could be like the first date where we're starting to know about each other. But I'll only mention the things that make me seem cool. just kidding. (no I'm not)

btw this is a v old selfie bc i was 2 lazy 2 take 1 #relatable

another eternity

It feels like I haven't blogged in like forevERRR. Even though it's just been a little over a week. And I honestly believe there is no better time to blog than when you're using it as a tool to avoid homework. Just kidding stay in school kids.

Today is a day filled with celebration. Reason #1 being it's national pancake day so iHop is having free pancakes.... lowkey waffles are still better tho. Reason #2 is because Purity Ring dropped a follow up album to Shrines.

lots and lots and lots of fur

It's that time of the year again where everyone wishes to be in New York. Yes you guessed right, it's fashion week! Well actually, NYFW just ended but I had too much school work to post during the week so here I am now. Better late than never right?? After going through all of the collections I decide to share a few of my favorite ones. I know this is going to be a lonnngggggg post filled with many pictures, but there's too many good ones!! It was hard enough to narrow it down to these, so sit back and enjoy and then share with me some of your favorites from AW15.

Adam Selman
*cue idfwu by big sean* Clueless is one of my favorite movies ever so it's no surprise that I'm head over heels for this collection. I MEAN NOTHING IS BETTER THAN PINK PLAID AM I RITE LADIEZZZ?? Plus the models look like they dgaf about you or anything u doooooo.

art and pizza, or is pizza the art?

YA GRRRL TOOK OVER LOS ANGELES COUNTY MUSEUM OF ART AKA LACMA!!!!

Okay, so this wasn't my first time at LACMA, but I did take lots of pictures to make a photo diary photo. Beware I took lots of pictures so this post will be pretty long. I'll try to help out by not writing too much. Basically on Monday there was no school (Shout out 2 Abe Lincoln 4 that and thanks for freeing the slaves!!!) so my mom took me and my friend Alyssa to check out some art.

all about that (chuck) bass

*courtseys* thank u, thank u!

Finals are finally over so now I'm no longer stressed 24/7 yay! And to celebrate this I will now do the liebster award. Shout out to Shay from Forever Bedhead for nominating me!!

The Blind Leading The Blind // Part 1

Hey guys kinda big news. Okay, actually its not big. And it's not even news at all. Basically, what I'm trying to say is in my free time I've been spending hourzzz on imboycrazy.com. More specifically, I catch myself reading Alexi's segment, The Blind Leading The Blind, more than I honestly should. They're actually very informative and really funny when you get the joke. So I started thinking of tips/rules/tricks/stuff people should know but don't on my own. And I figured, there is no better way to enjoy this than by sharing with my readers. AM I RITE LADIES?????

outfit repeater

Snow Monsterrrr

I miss you all so much. I feel like I haven't blogged in forever and it's making me :\\ I just haven't had anything to write about and you know the usual school taking up all of time, so this is the typical apology where I promise to write more and fail. (((and if u want more daily updates follow me on instagram @madisonkapowski)))