2019

i guess i made it back just in time for the 2019 posts.

summer mood

 

as u should all kno by now, i have Been waiting for summer in califonia. mayb its because best coast was my fav band for the longest, but there is just something about summer days at the beach. a few weeks ago i grab my closest friends and headed up pch towards malibu. we stopped at a quiet, small, relaxing beach n made friends with randoms who screamed along to joyce manor with us after our rotation. here are some shots from then.

sun's out

during my time in new york, warm weather became foreign to me. i remember the first month or two were hot, but those seemed to be long gone. my ankles and thumbs had a new constant state of being numb. but one weekend before my time was up, the sun decided to come out n play. so naturally we raided whole foods, grabbed wine from trader joes, and boarded the subway w all of our stuff to central park. and we also took a scroll to washington park with slurpees and mikes hard lemonade bc 7-11 was all out of smirnoff ice. here are pictures from then n some in between stuff.

im content

just got film developed so here's photos from feb - april. highlights from valentines day, an indie dance party, n one of my best friend's 19th birthday. some in between stuff as well. just like usual,  don't really recall taking most of these. but hope y'all still enjoy, here ya go.

new york city

i guess this is some sort of a love letter to new york city. i only have 3 weeks left of this semester n i'm actually sad. it went by almost too fast n i still remember every moment from welcome week. without a doubt im glad i chose nyu and nyc because even tho i don't kno what the Fuck im doing, i think i might be in the right place. anyways this was a mini essay assigned for my writing class, but i kinda like it n wanted to share. here ya go.

fence

a collection of photos from winter break to the ending of janurary. a couple months late, but bare with me. hope u guys enjoy some drunken 35mm try hard shots. i wish i knew more about photography, but this is it for now.

this year

just like that theres only four more days left of 2017

n i rather not reminisce over this year

island in the sun

its rly no surprise that within the first few weeks of living in nyc i hop on the subway n go to a music festival on my own. last weekend i went to the meadows which is a kinda new fest in queens n it was pretty much my indie bitch peak. v diff than la festivals, less shitty people in the crowd, surprisingly more personal space, same amount of ugly dancing.

nyc baby

weekend wars

another summer means another weekend of fyf

congratulations

YA GRRRRL IS FINALLY OUT DIS BITCH

coastal grooves

here comes my petra collins headass prom ~aesthetic~

blue boredom

mini hitaus because 1. i got my laptop taken away again for being an online thottie n 2. i've been a bit stressedt trying to decide what college i will be attending next year because of my commitment issues n lack of decisiveness. lets also blame the planets retrogrades so its not totally my fault.

so spring break was exactly what i needed. wine on the beach, long drives screaming to demi lovato, n running away to san diego. what else does a girl want?

deadbeat summer

finally got film from fyf 2015 developed n it felt like a time capsule

keeping up with the long lost kardashian // part 5: since u been gone

since i haven't really blogged in basically a year, we have some updating to do. this is what my life has been like pretty much until now.

i came for a good time not a long time

honestly where tf did i go?!?!????!!!!

ya grrl abandoned the blogging world once again because i actually am the worst person ever. hopefully im back for good now. keyword: #hopefully. but once again my commitment issues may come in the way, YIKESZ.

hello from the other side

hello, it's me. i was wondering if after all this time you'd like to meet and go over how horrible i've been for abandoning this blog with no explanation whatsoever. 

making my way downtown

hey guys and welcome to my vlogging channel, in today's episode we took the metro to downtown almost died on the way back, and fell on water beds in between. feed my already huge ego by giving me a thumbs up and subscribing! i post once a week, not really, but ya!

young and sweet, only seventeen

Dancing queen. Young and sweet. Just turned seventeen. 

It was my birthday yesterday. I am now a year older. But still a mess! It's lit! 

disco queen

It's faux, I swear!