this year

just like that theres only four more days left of 2017

n i rather not reminisce over this year

the future

growing up sucks. 

but like seriously.

the blind leading the blind // part 7

1. crying in the middle of big cities is so much Better bc now u have hundreds of live viewers!

the ooz

ARCHYYYYYY MARSHAAAAAAALLL

aka king krule, edgar the breath taker, edgar the beat maker, zoo kid, dj jd sports, and the love of my life Finally released his long awaited second album n it is just / that / good

trick or treat dancefloor

halloween really is / that / holiday.

earthboy

manhattan hit below 60 degrees last week n my california ass FROZE

from coast to coast // part 1

a new segment where i share things abt the transition from la to nyc n what i wish i knew beforehand about being young, broke, n dumb in the city

what we had

i wrote this exactly a year and five days ago at time that i decided to be more vulnerable in my writing n life. i never posted it because i never got to finish it n ill never finish it, but i wanted to share even if its no longer relevant.

island in the sun

its rly no surprise that within the first few weeks of living in nyc i hop on the subway n go to a music festival on my own. last weekend i went to the meadows which is a kinda new fest in queens n it was pretty much my indie bitch peak. v diff than la festivals, less shitty people in the crowd, surprisingly more personal space, same amount of ugly dancing.

nyc baby

weekend wars

another summer means another weekend of fyf

the blind leading the blind // part 6

1. sometimes love is not enough n it fucking sucks

abysmal thoughts

jonny pierce is truly the love of my life. he's probably the only guy out there who won't hurt me, but instead comfort me with his surf rock tunes.

congratulations

YA GRRRRL IS FINALLY OUT DIS BITCH

coastal grooves

here comes my petra collins headass prom ~aesthetic~

keeping up with the long last kardashian // part 6: nyc baby

hey upper east siders, guess who's finally joining us this fall?

blue boredom

mini hitaus because 1. i got my laptop taken away again for being an online thottie n 2. i've been a bit stressedt trying to decide what college i will be attending next year because of my commitment issues n lack of decisiveness. lets also blame the planets retrogrades so its not totally my fault.

so spring break was exactly what i needed. wine on the beach, long drives screaming to demi lovato, n running away to san diego. what else does a girl want?

deadbeat summer

finally got film from fyf 2015 developed n it felt like a time capsule

the blind leading the blind // part 5

1. talk to people to fulfill the void, fear depressive abandonment and push them away as a result, act confused when they leave, reminisce the idea of them which is now gone, repeat.

in the army now

 i saw cady heron wearing army pants n flip flops, so i bought army pants n flip flops

keeping up with the long lost kardashian // part 5: since u been gone

since i haven't really blogged in basically a year, we have some updating to do. this is what my life has been like pretty much until now.

those were the days

soooooooo hey big head ,

long time no talk. but im back now for good, whatever that may mean. a lot has happened since i last wrote on here. i fell in love and also got my heart broken, which fucking sucks. but i guess turn that heart break into art.....! haha kill me now.