December 27, 2017

this year

just like that theres only four more days left of 2017
n i rather not reminisce over this year

its that time of the year where everyone writes about the past 365 days. everyone will talk about how great it has been and how they're sad its coming to end. everyone, but me, that is. i will proudly say that this year has been shit. absolute total shit. of course there were ups, but there were waaay to many downs. not even enough for pemdas to cancel out. i prefer not to get into that, at least for now.

instead, ill use this time of the year to reflect on my first semester at nyu. college is Hard. especially when moving across the country with nothing but two suitcases. it is lonely, scary, and just so different. ur no longer a baby with a mom and dad to guide you the way of life. instead you use your own $20 on shampoo and conditioner. body wash would make it $30.

on the way though you meet great people. you meet terrible people too, but those we don't talk about. the great ones become basically your new family. they see you at your absolute worst and are they're there for every minute of it. but its not always all bad. theres picnics at central park, the first snowfall in the city, and karaoking on your 19th birthday. 

these are some pictures i took with my olympus stylus. i didnt capture every moment and actually only really brought out my camera on halloween, thanksgiving break, and my birthday weekend. but maybe next semester ill take more. 
i tried to keep the writing short because of all of the pictures. but thats pretty much what you missed on glee. i haven't been able to write much either because of finals and returning home for the holidays. this was my first semester at nyu though and i wouldn't have change a thing. actually, i do hate living in the mustiest dorm at nyu and wished that would change. it is what it is though.

this was my year and i wish u all a happy new one

xoxo

12 comments :

  1. Love the dreamy happy photos! Such a vibe. Sorry that this year has been overarching-ly shite :( but it's also good that you've met some beautiful gems!! Sometimes the people you make and the lil memories here and there cancel out the bad for a while, and somehow make things worth it! Good luck for next year b, i hope everything picks up!! Much love xoxo

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  2. haha i already love your blog
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  3. oh don't worry, you may feel everyone else had fab 2017's but mine, too, was monumentally shit in most aspects. But that is life and that was our year–there will be so many more in our lives to have better ones. I love the candid nature of these pics, whilst it might not have felt it, you look very content. Starting college is such a massive change and life event so kudos for surviving it!!! Here's to a better 2018 x
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    1. ur right n i just love to be dramatic, it wasn't even That bad. n i hope urs wasn't either!!

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  4. Someone that finally relates to me :') Honestly same girl, 2017 was shit, uni was hard however just like the pictures captured there was some pretty solid moments as well.
    I hope 2018 to be a less shitty year c: Happy new year and may it be filled with love, friends, good vibes & good times!
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  5. Happy new year! Hopefully 2018 is a lot better!

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    1. i have a feeling it will b! thank u, happy new year to u as well!

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  6. I'm sorry that last year was shitty for you, but you're definitely not alone in feeling that. I'm glad that you had some nice moments, even if they were few and far between. Those photographs are so lovely and nostalgic.

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    1. ur right n then those moments become even more special, thank uuu <3

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