it's good to back in the city. it's been fun and exciting and filled with new people and parties and long nights out. but its also draining and stressful and expensive and tiring and i need a minute to be lazy again without feeling guilty.
i've been unemployed for almost two months now and its hard and FUNNY! i've been applying to places and getting interviews n not hearing back n im like oooo so sexy. and then i walk to the news stand outside my classroom like yes! i will definitely spend my last $16 on juul pods because i now have a nicotine addiction growing after my roommate sold me her juul during welcome week.
and now winter is coming and im strictly a summer thottie so i must change my wardrobe but that means buying new clothes and i only have $60 to my name and i feel guilty for asking for my parents for more money. like ya i kno im lazy, but im pretty hire me!!!
ahhh i love being dramatic. in all honestly, i kno its all in my head tho and nothing really bad is Actually happening. except for the fact that halloween is coming and i need costumes, but i also just maxed out my credit card to buy plane tickets back home for tropicalia. we love being a smart adult. still life has been feeling overwhelming lately and i feel like i need a quick break from it all. mayb like a good three day nap would be enough. that is not how life works though and instead i will use the rest of my $10 groceries budget on avocados and eat avocado toast for breakfast everyday. #skinny
xoxo
ahhh i love being dramatic. in all honestly, i kno its all in my head tho and nothing really bad is Actually happening. except for the fact that halloween is coming and i need costumes, but i also just maxed out my credit card to buy plane tickets back home for tropicalia. we love being a smart adult. still life has been feeling overwhelming lately and i feel like i need a quick break from it all. mayb like a good three day nap would be enough. that is not how life works though and instead i will use the rest of my $10 groceries budget on avocados and eat avocado toast for breakfast everyday. #skinny
xoxo
gurl, this is a moooooood. exactly how I am feeling, give me that 3 day nap just to recover from the madness of the past few weeks. adulting is fucking hard like do i spent £2 on raspberries that will last me one sitting?? yes. could i have maxed out that £2 for a whole fuckin meal?? yes.
ReplyDeletei am struggling to balance life with working with socialising with exercising with eating with worrying with washing with breathing but yeh, roll on christmas vac yeh!!! sending u the best wishes, life is good init xox
omg money is so weird when you're literally and soley the one responsible for it. food goes off faster when you buy it. suddenly no clothes fit anymore or u realise that you only have one pair of trousers and a hoodie and like 0 socks so how will u survive the winter unless you spend £100??? suddenly shopping for groceries is 'risky' and every little thing u buy has to be scrutinised to see whether it's really worth it. FUCK CAPITALISM and life in general tbh :-) but I hope you hear back from a job sooon!! stay as positive as possible, and take a nap or two! <3 so jel about Tropicalia, have an amaaaazing time <3
ReplyDeleteI had such time last year. I was unemployed for three months and I was going crazy. On one hand it was so great but on the other - money. I needed money.
ReplyDeletewtf sameeeee!! everything is so relatable and the worst thing for me is that they hired me and i worked once and they havent called me after?? like what...
ReplyDeleteand its the worst w halloween coming up & wanting to do cool stuff but also having no money :'(
okay i just stumbled onto your blog through mutual followers or something and I must say, yours is not the kind of blog I tend to find when trolling through my followers. lmao. but i mean that in the best way possible. i love this blog. you're hilarious and laid back and honest and you dont take everything you seriously. finally some refreshing content on my blog feed. thank you for being you.
ReplyDeletebut dude really, im sorry you're unemployed. that honestly sucks. i hope something pulls through soon babe. hang in there