so sad so sexy

i buy a few items from unif n suddenly ion kno how to act!

here i am once again, pretending to be sponsored by unif - the fashion nova for art hoes. the top is from there, but the belt, red purse, and jeans were all thrifted from savers. the look was finished w my dirty pink converse as well. 

i wore this outfit to a tv girl show about two weeks ago. however, im only posting it now because lately i have felt so gross! nasty! n ugly! u already Kno we on that self hatred wave ladies. its hard because i haven't really ever felt this way when it comes to my confidence. i mean i never thought i was gorgeous, but i didnt think i was actually ugly. my personality ego never allowed me to feel that way. but with the gained freshman fifteen, now none of my jeans/shorts fit anymore n it is just SAD.

i kno looks aren't everything n i kno im not even fat. but i just Feel it. inside throughout my mind n body. i couldn't even decide on what to wear a few days ago actually bc everything just looked so wrong n i cried. i cried n cried n cried. u kno crying in the shower rly does solve everything.

BUT then sometimes i remember i am kinda actually cute. n this outfit made me realize it. putting on cute clothes n doing ur hair n adding glitter to ur eyelids really does wonders for quick confidence boost.

xoxo