the blind leading the blind // part 8

1. don't look for a relationship, but do everything a relationship consist of while continuing to call them ur friend until u accidentally flirt too much and the fake relationship becomes real

2. go as far away as you can for college, everyone is in debt for the rest of their lives anyways. just make it worth it, go see the world.

3. nobody tells college students how lonely it actually is to go back home during breaks though, it feels familiar, but it doesn't feel like home. it feels weird and uncomfortable, like a place you outgrew.

4. coming back to school after break though feels like going backwards in time

5. holding hands, kissing, and even sex literally means nothing unless it is with someone you truly love, so if you wanna do it with everyone go ahead, if you don't do that too. its really up to you

6. nyc is the greatest city in the world solely due to the public transportation because nobody drinks n drive or has to worry about a designated driver, la pick it up

7. once u hook up with someone else without crying you are ready to move on

8. sometimes you fuck up and end up drunk texting them, even though you wish to apologize, don't. pretend it never happened and move on with your life.

9. stop lurking, the moment you stop lurking the distance will continue to grow while they remain as a past memory that haunts you forever, you won't ever truly forget them, but you don't need to know what they're doing anymore

10. learn to make home within yourself because at the end of the day thats all you have